Forgeting.Leaving

2 March 2012

2012-03-02T21:41:00.000+08:00

Tired max.
Wanted to settle all my enrollment forms and submit today, but that CHEQUE. -.-
I stand there queuing for so freaking long, then they had to reject my cheque.
It's just a little bit darker for the 'N', then they don't accept.
It's also not like the money is credited to me. -.-

In the end, only can submit the FOC money and the enrollment forms.
All finance forms got to either a) submit tomorrow or b) submit on 5 March.

Went swimming again today..
Have been increasing the number of rounds.
Today super fail.
Ate already go swim.. then die there.
Plus no sun, keep drizzling, didn't warm up, so leg cramp. x.x

Looking forward to tomorrow Guitar's lesson (:
Learning "I'm Yours"! YIPPEE!!

Signed up for ABE Camp which is on 31 March to 2 April.
Suai suai crash with Guitar lesson, so tomorrow gotta see who can change the date..
Either I attend Guitar lesson then teleport to St John Island or I persuade the Guitar teacher to change date for the lesson :P

So that's all..
Super broke.
Waiting for 7/8 March to come (:

Bye!

16 February 2012

2012-02-17T00:07:00.000+08:00

The part below will be once again, ranting and some of my own thoughts.
So be warn if reading it affects your emotional health.
I guess I had too much time to on hand currently to think through lots of stuff.
If you don't understand the hidden meaning, don't understand.
Sometimes, not being able to understand is a good thing.

I don't know if I should appreciate their effort for being a busybody/stalker or what.
But I don't like their way of doing things. :/
Being part of somewhere doesn't mean that I am their property, even if they "tries" to protect us.
I am "thankful" (I-dislike-it-alot) for all those unpleasant memories in the past which had taught me so much that now, even when I blog, I had to read through whatever I had typed more than twice to ensure I don't offend anyone. (FAILURE!-I-still-did-THAT-last-year-out-of-anger)

Internet is a dangerous tool.
It benefits people and bring those who uses it harms.
Wrong words meant judgement.
A tool for people to hide without exposing and a tool to release the inner words that must not be verbalize.
Words that cause irreplaceable damage to those who didn't manage to avoid that unlucky fate and words that give encouragements and motivation.
I was lucky.
3 times.
But it's best to keep in mind that the next might not be.

Everything feels like a major plan in business world whereby they use others to benefit themselves.
It just seems to me that I am a tool or a chess piece, maybe just a small flicker of dust on the board, since I am not contributing a lot.
The reasons for all that we had received is not out of caring or kindness but for personal benefits.
There is no free lunch in this world.
However, as compared to others, I am lucky.

The first home starts with C.
Second home starts with H.
Third home starts with S.
However, the only reliable home is the second home.
First home provides you a place that should not be taken for granted.
A kind action with fake intentions hidden beneath.
In return, you follow their house rules and benefit them when you are capable.
However, the first home does not apply to everyone or anyone.
The second home is the one whereby you might not like them a lot most of the time, but they are the ones who protect and support you best.
The third home only wants your brain and is created for beneficial purpose.
Everything there is a lie.

Emotions no longer matter. Only the brain is important.
It's all fake and coated with lies.
As long as you are sell-able, that's all that matter.

When you are needed, you stay.
When you are no longer of any use, you are eliminated.
That's basic. Everyone knows.
The efforts are not rewarded or acknowledge.
The good are hidden behind the bad.
Words full of lies are spread around.
There goes the light behind the darkness.
Engulfed. Gone.

Unfairness is no longer any concern.
There's no fairness, everyone knows.
It's all drilled in from our first step.

Bonds are so easily broken.
The heart no longer matter.
The lies filled the empty holes.
Cruelty is all that's left behind.

There is no rights just like nothing is perfect.
The only thing wrong is the first step.
The beginning of troubles and the game of mentality.

--The Tainted Truth.

I am studying, but I am not a student.
I am not 21, but I am an adult.
I do not have a regular income, but I need to pay.

Money in, service sucks.
Increased in demands, no pay rise.
Invaders, royalties.
Self, Lowest-rank.

The past is the past, yet justice is important.
A lie became an avalanche.
As obvious as day.
Authority is everything.
A lie became the truth.
The truth became the witch.
Justice is eliminated by authority.
Justice is no longer there other than exterior.

A savior turns out to be the destroyer.
Awareness is the key.
A bleak future awaits for the future.

Corruption.

That's all.
Understand, silence.
Don't understand, better.

Goodnight.

7 February 2012

2012-02-07T05:49:00.000+08:00

Opps!
Before I forget.

IT'S TIME FOR CELEBRATIONS!^^
Screw my positive mindset of time will change things!

Never in my life whereby I am so FREAKING HAPPY to quit my job! 8D

It is NOT they FIRED me, BUT it is I FIRED THEM!

GOODBYE MORONS!
I WILL DEFINITELY REMEMBER YOU ALL AS THE WORST WORKERS AND CONTINUE TO DESPISE YOU! ESPECIALLY THAT CRANKY ASS B*TCH!!

ALSO, I WILL REMEMBER MY LOVELY FRIEND JANE! (:
THE ONLY SMALL LIGHT IN THAT DARKNESS & THE ONLY ANGEL IN THAT PIT OF HELL.

WAHAHAHAH!
I have lost my mind... BUT I AM HAPPY! (:

7 February 2012

2012-02-07T05:38:00.000+08:00

Okay. I had enough of that cranky old b*tch. -.-
She might be triple my age but so what?
I gave her the respect yet I still get yelled at for NOTHING.
I tied up my hair unlike the others, yet her SUPERB eyes saw my ONE STRAND of HAIR drop onto the floor.
Then, I ALREADY pushed in the table, yet she insisted that I did not, plus yell at me for being ZiZuoCongMing. -.-

Going to resign from my job tomorrow.
Can't believe I will lose my job so soon.
The previous time it was in 30 minutes whereby I thought I got the job, then they tell me they want permanent staff.
I have only been working for 2 days and I am talking about resign.
Can imagine how bad the situation is like?

I don't owe them any single thing, plus they aren't even the ones who sign my payslip.
So who the heck gives them the rights to ill treat a newcomer?
This kind of workers should be sack!
Out so ALL of them, there is only ONE nice person around.
Even the customers feel sad for me and asked me to Jiayou.
Such rude and unfriendly workers.

After the first day, I thought maybe if I work a little longer, I might be able to get use to it.
BUT NO.
That crazy b*tch had to drag me around the store as though she is the boss.
Even if she is the boss, I have human rights!
You want to employ worker, you got to ensure that they would want to work for you!
I am not desperate for money, plus there are tons for jobs out there who might be more appreciative of the additional help instead of this bunch of rude workers.
If only I have their HQ number, I will totally want to complain their workers ESPECIALLY THAT B*TCH.
But too bad.
I don't think they have a proper working system, thus the craziness in a restaurant.
It's a wonder how they become rather famous.

Initially, I wanted to work a little longer before I resign, so that they will feel the pain of losing a worker who already knows how to manage around the shop.
But there are already lots of experience worker around.
Plus no point staying for that pathetic $6/hr pay which is simply darn dumb because the entire time I was being yell at.
No idea why would they want another worker when they don't even need the extra help.

People with no patience to teach newcomers should never put out that employment piece of paper right outside their shop.
They should totally print in CAPS and BOLD letters that the job scope includes workers being verbal punching bags as well as they MUST have incredible mental ability to ignore this kind of nonsense.

As for that CRAZY B*TCH, I hope she rots in hell. LITERALLY.
I was trying to be nice to an old lady and this is what I receive in return.
Link her to PMS, Menopause or Never get Married, but this is totally not the way to treat a human being who deserve as much respect as herself.
I don't deserve to be humiliated in front of the customers.
I was trying my best not to yell back and yet she totally don't appreciates it.

Next, the rest of the workers(expect that good one called Jane) sucks big time.
I am obviously doing my job of clearing the dishes, yet they reprimanded me for not checking the kitchen or slacking around?
Their brains must be freaking small to not realise that their shop is as small as their brains whereby there isn't any hidding spot for me to slack.

TOTALLY RUBBISH!

If I can work at RSH for a month with them asking me back to work for them again, plus they even want to sponsor my transport fare, I am 100% CONFIRM the problem doesn't lies with me.
Crazy people who doesn't know how to treat a newcomer well.
It is totally their lost for not realising that I can help them if they are willing to teach me PROPERLY with RESPECT.

Just for that pathetic $48 pay, which resulted in me going through this kind of torture.
I bet that if their upper people doesn't check on their lower people soon, they are NEVER going to employ a worker that works for them in long run.
Maybe not for all outlets. Just THAT CLEMENTI outlet.

Which means, I am jobless once again.
Might go for another round of job hunt with Yilin or Liye?
Or maybe I might call up RSH and ask if they need helper for stores around my area.
I would gladly work for them. ^^
Darn thankful for their additional $100 plus salary.

Or maybe it is fated..
I should go do some research on Architecture and Landscape Architecture before my start of school?
Sian.

I just want to earn additional money to pay for my guitar lessons, plus maybe buy clothes and bag for start of school?
Plus it's time to save up and buy a laptop!
Maybe Macbook?

But now...
No money = Kaboom.
No need to think of buying anything. /:

Haish...
Money out no money in..
Freaking broke.

Bye.

6 February 2012

2012-02-06T01:32:00.000+08:00

Went to work last night from 6pm to 10pm at Ajisen.
At first I was kind of glad, since it is only at Clementi Mall.
Now because of that freaking old bossy auntie, my part time job feels like hell. -.-

Seriously.
I think I am quite well done for being a first time waitress.
Then she had to keep pulling me aside to reprimand me for all the right things plus all the things that I did not do.
Crazy old lady.

She kept saying that I won't remember this and that, then says I am thinking too highly of myself by thinking that I will be able to learn a lot in a single day. -.-
The worst part is, she can't speak in a nice tone. She had to freaking YELL.
WTH. -.-
It's my brain OKAY?
How does she knows my brain capacity?
Siao Zha Bor...

First, shouldn't newcomers do the easy job first until they understand how to manage the more difficult job?
No, the auntie keep hogging the drinks job then ask me to get out of the kitchen, which resulted in me getting scolded by the manager. -.-
Then, the manager scold me for not having the initiative.
DUDE! It's only my first day here!
First, she is not even there to explain any single thing to me.
Then she expect me to suddenly get enlighten out of nowhere?
CRAZY!

I wanted to find a part time job whereby it is close to my house, so that next time, even after Poly starts, I can still work.
Now, I have no idea if I want to carry on with this job anot.
Although the salary is not too bad, plus they release people quite on time, the workers there (mainly that bossy auntie and the unreasonable manager) are not that friendly.

If somebody is to call me for a job interview for another job, I think I will just simply quit this job and jump over to the other one.
I thought I can choose what time I want to work, since it is a part time job.
But NO.
They only want me to serve 6pm to 10pm and that includes closing of the shop.
I am okay with night shift, but seriously?
Only 4 hours?
Somemore I need to pay adult transport fare, just to work 4 short hours?
Not worth it.. Totally not worth it..

Haish.
Well, at least I got $24 today instead of nothing huh...

Sian.
Plus I reek of miso soup smell.
Which means I stink up the train causing an uncomfortable ride for the commuters. -.-
Need to either go get deodorant or hope that my change of shirt can help to reduce the stinky smell.

A positive mindset: I believe time will allow them to see my GREATNESS! WAHAHAH! 8D

Bye.

2 February 2012

2012-02-02T02:07:00.000+08:00

Haish sian.
Lots of unhappy things happen today.
I don't want to be unhappy.
But I am unhappy. /:

I SHALL RANT!

*WARNING! DO NOT READ IF YOU DISLIKE RANTING.

Went for a job hunt with Liye today.
Hunt for job until I freaking sian.
If nobody wants to call me, then so be it le.
I don't want to fill in anymore application forms already.
Sick and tired.
The most I try to stay home more and spend less.
It is just plain frustrating that my friends manage to find jobs easily while I had already filled quite a number of forms.

Next, I really dislike the RC MO and MM. Women! Why not give us a male teacher-in-charge? WHY?
I couldn't prevent the closing down of my CCA, now I am not even allow to attend activity with my juniors?
What the heck is this. /:
I messaged all of my RC juniors to inform me about trainings during the Dec holidays.
Yet, I received none.
So now I am to be blame for not attend their trainings? WTF.
This is total crap.
If Minyee is allowed to go with the juniors for the Childcare trip without attending yesterday training, then I don't see why I cannot attend.
This is total BIAS.
I am trying not to bear grudges at what happened previously and now they are bearing grudges?
What rights do they have to bear grudges?
Simply sickening.
So what does this show?
Simply put: I am no longer required as my serve towards my CCA had ended when I graduated.

I actually wanted to attend their trainings so that I can at least keep up with how the CCA is doing.
After receiving this kind of crappy excuses from MM and MO, I feel like attending every single training just to piss them off with my presence.
BUT, I am no longer going to do that anymore.

I sent my juniors messages to inform me about training.
Since I didn't receive any, it means that they don't want me there.

Seems like my 4 years of effort put into my CCA had gone to waste.
If nobody wants me there, I shall not be an eyesore and waste people precious land space.

The finally one is just simply about bad news on top of whatever crap I had received and encountered yesterday.

SO,

END OF RANT.

Only 1 good new for today.
My guitar lesson is finally going to start on the 11 Feb.
FINALLY something to do out of my so darn boring lifestyle.

I feel like I am stuck in the middle of nowhere, since I had graduated from Secondary School life and I have not start Poly plus I am jobless. /:
Once Poly starts, I believe things will get better by a lot bah. (I won't have time to go back to that USS anymore plus I have a reasonable excuse for not going back. Not like I go back a lot of course)
If my appeal is not successful, I will still continue my LA course.
Maybe something in LA might catch my interest? ^^
No matter whichever course A or LA, I think I will work harder than my entire Sec life. since I have been slacking a lot. :P

I am quite sure that Poly life experience will be 100% better than my Sec School life.
Even my Primary school life was much better than Sec School life.
It's not that I don't like my classmates.
I just don't like the P, VP, OMs and ~~SOME~~ several teachers there.
The most shocking thing out of my 4 (not well experienced) years of Sec life is that I actually like most of my DMs! (:
Even though I am always late and that they always scold and nag, but they are one of the best people I have seen in school. (:
Especially since my ex-CCA room was just beside the DM room. (:

I won't miss USS.
I will only remember those special people around me.

That's all.

Hopefully my appeal will be successful.
And I will try to be happier.

BYE!

30 January 2012

2012-01-31T01:18:00.000+08:00

TADA! See my cake?! ^^

First time go to Icing Room.
Their "design your own" cakes are very expensive, but darn fun. (:
The taste also quite nice, not very sweet like what I had initially thought.
Thanks to Yilin for treating me this cake plus taking the photos! (:

I was trying. REALLY. REALLY. HARD.

To draw a flower.

But it ended up like this... D;

A sun/weird species.

Went over to Jeffery's house to Pai Nian and eat Steamboat. ^^

Kind of BuHaoYiSi because they prepared a lot of food. Really A LOT.

Then we didn't even do anything other than go over take angbaos and play poker and mahjong. :P

Plus we didn't even wash the bowls after eating.

They even waited for us to finish our dinner before they start theirs.

Plus we took angbaos from his Granny and disturb her sleep with my Birthday song. x.x

Feel bad, but oh well. :P

Played real life mahjong today for the first time.

Viwawa version still easier to play plus higher chances of winning.

I can't keep up with their speed. D;

The way their throw their tiles is like shooting, one moment it is there and then I dunno what they threw. x.x

Lost all the coins in my wallet before dinner.

Then after dinner, I lost my $2 note while playing BlackJack. -.-

No wonder the fortune teller says those birth under the dog year only have 1 out of 5 stars of luck.

Aiyo.

I had lots of fun today. (: Other than receiving my JAE Posting Results. -.-

They sent me my results at 6.14am.

It was already expected, but still, I was hoping for a miracle.

Entered SP Landscape Architecture. x.x

I wanted SP Architecture. D;

Went to appeal already.

Let's hope the cake I drew earlier can bring me good fortune and grant me a successful appeal.

If not, I believe I would have to repeat a year so that I can transfer after Year 1 and not miss out on the foundation.

That's all!

ALL THE BEST TO THOSE GOING JC TOMORROW!

I shall blast you with ENERGY BOOST! *BOOM!

You have been blasted! (:

Bye!

25 January 2012

2012-01-25T03:26:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! (:

This year's New Year Celebration wasn't that fun. ):
Last time can go visit friends' houses, play poker or watch people play mahjiong.
Now, because I am no longer schooling, plus didn't really dare to ask anybody about NY visiting since I am not really very very close with them, so I am currently rotting at home.

As usual, CNY eve, we go eat reunion dinner at Gran's house.
Then ChuYi, the three of us(kids) went 4 places on the first day. *Phew
Woke at 7plus am, rush over to Gran's house, followed by 3rd Aunt's house, 4th Aunt house then finally 6th Aunt's house.
Reached home at 11.45pm? Had to leave early to avoid 50% extra charge. -.-
Paid a lot of money to the taxi uncles, but fortunately not my money. :D

I am like super jealous of my nieces and nephews larh. :/
Being a kid is like so darn good, so much attention from the adults.
Last time CNY we can go pester our older cousins to play with us, then they will entertain us.
Now my nieces and nephews come and pester us, then we have to entertain them. D:
One word suitable for this situation is called RETRIBUTION.

Last time we keep pestering our older cousins to carry us and spin us around like roller coaster.
Then we caused a lot of problems for them.
Now we have to spin the little kids.
The unfortunate thing is that, like when we were younger, they were darn hyper too. x.x
Spin them until I dizzy with muscle pain.
6 of us older aunts and uncles got KO by 2 young nephew and niece.
Luckily the youngest nephew likes to play the "serving the guest" game, even though it is not his house and the other 3 nieces and nephews were at home sleeping with their parents.

Last year they played throw the oranges. x.-
This year they played spinning games. x.x

The kids really played until one of them forgot that he scraped his knee.
Plus it was bleeding a lot.
Scare the hell out of me. x.x
I was like darn scared that I cause him to receive the injury larh.
My cousins may be nice to us last time, but with the current generation thinking, I was darn worried that they will change into their protective parents mode and scold the heck out of us. x.x

Due to the presence of young nephews and nieces, we are not allowed to gamble or watch any violence shows.
So the almost the entire day of ChuYi, we were watching Disney Channel and eating tidbits.
My cousins also don't allow their kids to watch Tom and Jerry, because they think it is violent. /:
Too bad, their lost. Tom and Jerry was my third favourite cartoon show after power ranger and ultraman.

So that basically concludes the end of CNY eve and ChuYi.

Spent ChuEr sleeping and inviting Yilin and Fion over.
As usual again, my house doesn't have much to play.
No mahjiong, only poker, taboo, movies and maybe monopoly?

The results of the posting is coming out soon.
So gonna miss Yilin, Fion, Evelyn and Amanda, since we usually hang out together during lunch break. D:
I wonder how many of us will continue to keep in contact will we are older. Haish.
I think my cousins are darn lucky to be of the same ages and having the similar group of friends since young. ):

I feel that I have been deciding a few things too quickly this year, like the poly course that I want to attend and the way I spend my money.
Well, I don't think I will regret going to Architecture, since I have not learn anything about it yet, plus how would I know if I am suitable if I have not even try.
Next, I actually wanted to learn piano, but due to financial problems(the hole in my pocket) and the lack of space at home(according to my parents), I am going to learn guitar outside.
I like guitar as well, but not as much as piano.
Although Shimei said that guitar is easier and can be learn by myself, I am still going to receive lesson from outside (another larger hole in my pocket) since I believe I don't have that patience to keep staring at Youtube videos plus nobody(Shimei or Shiyun) is willing to teach me.

So that's it for now.
I am too lazy to post photos.
Maybe when Shiyun decides to sent me the CNY de bah.

Byebye!

*Get well soon to all those sick people out there who didn't really get to enjoy CNY!

11 January 2012

2012-01-11T04:09:00.000+08:00

Submitted my 12 choices just now.
Confirm either Architecture or Landscape Architecture.
The probability of me going to Landscape Architecture is darn high. x.x
But pray hope that they will give me Architecture.
If not I will just waste one year on Landscape then see if can transfer anot.

125 seats.
Hopefully I will be occupying one of them bah.
Wanted to apply for scholarship and financial assistance, but I don't know if I am eligible anot.
Plus super troublesome.
A lot of criteria. /:

Don't know what to look forward to for the new school year.
Definitely looking for a new job to last me for Feb and March.
Hopefully the course would be manageable, since I no longer have to study Science and A Math.
Plus I don't need to study Chinese anymore! ^^
Happy max.

That's all.
Darn tired.

Nights!

10 January 2012

2012-01-10T01:18:00.000+08:00

Received my results yesterday.

I did poorly and I already expected it.

Can't allow myself to feel sad or regretful because I totally deserve this kind of result.

Unlike those who had work hard, I don't deserve to feel sad or regretful.

Shall keep this unpleasant feeling in mind and just move on.

Although my parents didn't scold me, the disappointment just radiates off from their body.

Was trying really hard to prepare them mentally when I told them that I wouldn't do well in this examination.

But parents are just parents.

Even you were younger, they had low expectations of you.

When you showed them that you can achieve great things, they have high expectations of you.

And the worst part is, these high expectations will remain even after you showed them that you can't achieve the results that they want.

However, they are always supportive of me and my decision, even after I caused them to be disappointed.

I am hoping to enter SP Architecture course, but I am off by 2 points if compare to last year COP.

So everything will just be luck from here on out since results is officially useless.

I really want to submit my 12 choices tonight, but Dad and Shiyun asked me to think carefully first and not to rush. /:

My choice of course that I want to attend seems to cause my parents worry.

It is definitely not an easy or stable career and I am not very sure if I can do it well in the future, but I am willing to try, plus I am interested. :D

From here onward, life would be super different and difficult.

An unfamiliar environment with lots of strangers competing against one another.

The course that I will be attending, will be the one that determines the career that I may be doing for the rest of my life.

There is nothing in this world that is easy, only hard work.

So gambatte!^^

I guess reality only begins to settle in after I got my results.

Didn't feel it at all during graduation.

I don't miss the school and I am only thankful to a few teachers.

But I will definitely miss those friends that I had made over these past four years and my RC juniors.

They are the ones who makes me come out of my shell.

They who made me discover a sociable me.

All of us are really going to walk different paths of life.

Once again, the painfully feeling of separation which I totally hate during Primary 6.

Four years in Unity.

I wouldn't say that I love Unity like my elder sister since I had lots of painfully memories held in this school like the moments where I cried in school, quarrel with classmates and teachers.

There isn't one year that I didn't cry in Unity ever since I step in. (An Amazing Achievement.)

Even though my memories in Unity were not sugar coated, but the times I spent working with my friends will always be kept in my mind.

I had a great time knowing all these friendly people in Unity.

It's just really sad that I met all these wonderful people at a place which held lots of sad memories.

Just wanna say thanks to everyone who make me grow up from my immature personality.

I am really grateful to have all these great people around me.

Even though everyone wants me to go to Kranji four years ago, I don't regret my choice of choosing Unity.

Even now after I have receive my results, I am still not going to regret about not working hard enough or coming to Unity.

It might be true that I may be different now if I enter Kranji, but there is no point of looking back at the past.

It's really time to move on and be more optimistic.

Time for me to really start working hard and become and better me!

Good luck to everybody and all the best!

Bye.

8 January 2012

2012-01-08T17:53:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow determine. Maybe not?

Visited SP, NP & TP in the past few days. :D
SP rocks! (Even though I didn't win IPad2 >.<)
Received my salary yesterday.
One word: Pathetic.
Not even 1k after working for one month. ;(

By RIGHT should have more than 1k, but because I am SINGAPOREAN.
Get it?
CPF. Will be receiving part of my first hard earn money when I am 65. D:
Maybe I won't even get to touch the money, since it will be split into many different sectors and become other people salaries.
20% of my first salary. Gone. D;

Haish.
I don't know why.
Ever since I step into Secondary School, sighing had became a frequent habit that occurs daily.
I am 16 but I sounds like 61.
If only I am 61.. But I still can't touch my money. No point.

Time flies.
Now I am 16, in less than one month time, I will be 17.
Then without really noticing, I will be 50.
Good thing about being a January baby is that your birthday is darn close to CNY.
The bad thing about it is that if you invite people to your house to celebrate your birthday, your parents have to give them ang baos. /:

The important ages of life is when you are 1, 16, 18, 21 and 50 years old.
Last time birthday is a super major thing.
Now it is kind of like forgotten and becoming less important.
BUT this year birthday is like darn special. ^^
Reason being is because my Chinese birthday is on 21 Jan.
Then 22 Jan is CNY eve and 23 Jan is CNY.
Then 26 Jan Shimei's birthday and 28 Jan is MINE!
So it's like a whole week of celebration and partying. (:

I didn't manage to really enjoy my 16 birthday last year since it was on a Friday.
Plus last year was super hectic.
The best memory I had of my birthday last year was the moment I spent with my RC Juniors.
They are extremely nice people.
I feel bad for missing out on their birthdays. D; Since I miss out one person, I shall not celebrate for others. Fair but sad.
This year, I am hoping to celebrate by going out with my friends!
Maybe go cycling at ECP or go Sentosa again? ^^

Actually, the main purpose of blogging today is because I am bored and kind of feeling moody.
The cause of these emotions is due to the fact that results are coming out tomorrow. /:
I am trying hard to convince myself that I shouldn't be nervous.
But one look at my phone. Darn. I wish I didn't read that message. x.x
Nervousness is contagious.

I am super fickle minded.
My decision changes throughout the year and the worst part is, after seeing my results tomorrow, it might change again.
For people who have not been seeing me for quite some time, the choice of my future path might be shocking.
I changed my mind again.
Sian.

I am being super random. /:

Bye.

1.1.2012

2012-01-01T17:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012! (:

Another beginning of a new year whereby I have no idea where I am going to be in the next few months.
My one month contract with RSH had ended yesterday.
I am not planning to find another job already.
Going to spend this one month on resting, reading, playing and planning for whatever that is going to come after results.

I don't want to collect my results!
But I can't stop the inevitable. ):

My colleagues are very nice to me.
I like them. (except Joel)
Kind of regretted giving Joel my phone number, but I got this problem of rejecting people from their request.
Few habits and characteristics that I would like to change within this year.

To stop touching my face unnecessarily. (It's causing lots of pimples. x.x)
To reject people when I want to reject.
To be more organise.
To be more handworking!
PLUS the most important - try not to be late (by a lot) (:

My colleagues were shocked when I told them yesterday was my last day of work.
Seems like they were not told of when my contract was going to end.
Will be going over later at night to pass them my uniform then take photos with my colleagues.
There is a new female part timer who came to report for work yesterday.
I don't think I will like her, but since I am no longer working, it's no longer any of my business.

In order to thank them for everything that they had done for me over the last month, I bought each of them a can of Coke to show my appreciation.
Then my manager bought me a box of Ferrero Rocher! Woohoo! :D
My colleagues asked me to go back today so that they can pass me things too.

They are very friendly and kind people to work with. (Except when they heard that I requested for transfer)
I will miss them. (maybe not a lot)

The colleagues that I like the most : Natasha, Wily & Jeremy (3 out of 10 people that I work with)
If only the salary part and the sick leave part isn't so troublesome, I might stay to work as a part timer for another month.

Resolution for 2012! (may or may not happen)

Learn an instrument. (guitar or piano)
Get a camera. (only if my financial state allows it)
Get back to average weight. (overweight already. darm.)
Be more handworking and do better for my academics area.

That's all.

BYE!

29.12.2011

2011-12-29T01:56:00.000+08:00

28.12.2011

The topic of the day is once again.. The Creeper.
New name for Joel created by yours truly me. (My colleague, Natasha, call him Stalker^^)

I am beyond pissed at him and his weird reactions.
He reactions toward me made me went home and reflect about myself.
And this is my conclusion:

I think that I am quite friendly, maybe not when I am bored out of my mind.
I am okay at socialising but I don't like to start any topic first.
I don't usually dislike people to the extend of how much I dislike Joel. (Achievement made by Joel)
Even when I dislike somebody, I don't like to tell the person straight in their face. (Some people think I am not truthful to myself, can't help it. :P)
I tend to give the person I dislike some signals to show them the silent type of "Leave Me Alone" or Silent Treatment or the Bochap attitude.
I think I am quite tolerating.
I don't bear grudges anymore. (Used to in the past, but find it dumb and tiring)
Even though I don't like someone, I will still answer their question and TRY to tolerate.
I don't scream or shout at the person I dislike.
I tend to avoid the person I dislike at all cost.

Tada! End of Reflection about how I treat people that I dislike. (:

He made me feel darn pissed off because:

He keeps repeating those dumb questions of concern every now and then. (Now he is avoiding me)
He slacks a lot and try to act as if he is better than me because he works for a longer period of time.
He keeps snatching my customers and makes me feel darn useless. (No longer apply now)
He caused me to be scolded by my manager and day in-charge. (No longer apply now since my colleagues like me better than him)
He is super fake.
He has multiple split personality.
He keeps trying to blend into the wall whenever I am around, treating me like a monster.
He acts like Mr Bean, whereby he tries to hide from all of us by bending his knees to hide behind the wagon's discount board.
He keeps touching me unnecessarily. (Keep your hands off dude!)
He is SUPER IRRITATING

Tada! End of Reasons for disliking him.

Sometimes I pity him because it feels as though all the staff are bullying him. BUT on second thought, I feel that he deserves it.
There are reasons behind the scoldings, so it is not really bullying.
Plus when they harass him, I didn't join in, but just laugh at their antics.
SO I really have no clue to why is he treating me as though I am the light and he is the cockroach.

When I want to help and hang back the clothes, he tries to blend into the wall. =.=
When I go and put back the items, he dashes as though he had seen a ghost.
Well, I am thankful for the peace of not hearing whatever he has to say and I am definitely okay with him trying his best to blend into those non-living things.
BUT, he just can't stop turning his head over and stare. THAT'S THE PROBLEM.
He is like super creepy.
When I am not looking, he stares. When I caught him staring he starts to panick.
I SERIOUSLY HATE being STARE at. =.=
People asked him what the heck is his problem, he replied what.
If there is really nothing then STOP STARING!
It is like super creepy.

End of Creep.
The first person I dislike so much.
3 more days to the end of my contract.
2 more working days.

Next:
27.12.2011

Used my off day yesterday to play tennis!
Super fun even though I am darn noob.
The first time I played, I find it super tiring and didn't really like it.
My mindset about tennis changed only after I watched Prince of Tennis. ^^
Really glad that those pros tennis players wasn't pissed off at me. (Afterall I whack the ball into their court of 10 times. :P)

End.

I am eagerly waiting for my Pay Day and definitely don't want to see my hideous results.
Later need to work full shift again. Sian max.
Will be seeing creeper tomorrow also. =.= Totally not looking forward to work anymore.

That's all.
Goodnight!

23.12.2011

2011-12-23T22:38:00.001+08:00

Aw man!
The first time people mention to me about celebrating Christmas then I cannot make it. -.-
I REALLY WANNA GO!
But I got work. *dejected D;

I want to go out and play!
Have been spending most of my days at work and all my off days out with friends. ^^
December have been super fast.
One moment I was just starting my job then now December is already coming to an end.

I really like my colleagues.(except Joel)
If there is no problem with my salary and working time, I would happily work for them as part timer in January.
However, I have no idea what's going on, those hours that I had already work for them were being shorten. -.-
See already also pissed off, but I got to clarify before I leave.

Up until now, I have never dislike someone SO MUCH.
I guess it is really an achievement for Joel.
Thanks for making my life miserable at work. -.-
He creeps the heck out of me. x.x
Simply hate it when Nelson try to act as a matchmaker and makes matter worst. =.=

Being super random here by jumping topics.. but oh well whatever.

I was really looking forward to today since it would be the second time that I will be playing tennis.
But it just have to rain. Rain. And Rain. -.-
Couldn't play today.
In the end we played badminton instead.
I really like Prince of Tennis. ^^
Watch already makes me want to play tennis too.
I saw a lot of Caucasian coming to RSH to purchase tennis stuff.
They look like they really love tennis, makes me want to play as well.

Tomorrow is another long day of work.
Once my work ends in January, I am so going to die in my bed and sleep all day long.
My legs hurt, knees hurt, arms hurt.
I feel old. =.=
I keep feeling that my right foot and right palm are swollen, especially when I just woke up.

Have been going to Ktv, Kbox and badminton whenever I have any day off.
Now I need to find time to hunt for CNY clothes. Haish.

I WANNA PLAY!
Guess I will have to wait a little bit longer.

6 more days of work.
8 more days till the end of my contract.
GOODBYE RSH! Thou shall not miss you except for my colleagues(excluding Joel).

That's all.

Nights

11.12.2011

2011-12-11T02:52:00.000+08:00

Late for work by 1 hour 10 minutes last wednesday.
Took cab over, in the end, I was sent home at around 4plus pm because I was sicked. -.-
Wasted my cab fare plus 2 days no pay because I on MC.

I want to transfer to BPP!
No chance, no hope.
GWC needs more workers, so no way is there any chances of them granting my wish of transferring outlet.

Currently there are a lot of discount at Royal Sporting House!
I see already want to buy but no money. D;
I think I am getting "that" bag tomorrow. ^^
Got to pay by myself but got 25% discount so should be okay?
Plus cheaper than other bags selling outside.
Quite worth it if you really want something and you happen to buy it this month.
Christmas session is good! (:

I like my current schedule.
Work roughly 2 days then rest 1 day.
Tomorrow also got work but start at 12.30pm.
If only my work place is at BPP...
Won't need to leave the house at 11am just to take 1&1/2 hours to reach GWC.
Haish.

That's all.

Nights!

Just Advertising because I think it rather worthwhile!

15% discount - If you purchase stuff (excluding discounted items) that worth $100 or more.
Up to 25% (depending on brands) - If you purchase stuff (excluding discounted items) that worth $200 or more.
[Nike & Addidas - 20% , Reebok - 25% , Others - mostly 20%]

If you are looking for bags, Nike & Addidas got 25% discount.
Reebok and other brands also got a lot of discount.
Reebok has the most discount, I think.

If you are looking for school shoes (full white or black), Reebok currently got a discount of 2 for ... Oh well I forgot. -.-
Addidas school shoes also have discount!

Depending on the outlet that you go, most shirts, pants, trackpants and others have discount.
They go according to brands.
Due to high demands, most discounted outfit (Casual, Running and Stuff) has already been sold out.
If you are lucky, some discounted items can be found in the racks.

The rest if you are interested then go find out more for yourselves! While stock last!

6.12.2011

2011-12-06T23:24:00.000+08:00

Updated my blog by adding some songs and a tagboard!
Do go tag okay? ^^

I added Christmas songs to my blog simply because I want to irritate people! :P
Well, if I am suffering from the over dosage of Christmas songs at my workplace, I would definitely like others to join me as well. :D
The more the merrier!

That's all.
Gonna start work again at 10.30am. x.x

Sleep early!
Nights!

6.12.2011

2011-12-06T00:52:00.000+08:00

Just when I thought the only good thing about my job is the staff discount... Baboom!
Gone. Only for PERMANENT staff. =.=
Thanks to Joel (finally know his name) for landing me into so much scoldings as well as wrong info.

Don't really know whether should I like my schedule or not.
Told them that I want to work on weekends.
They gave me work on weekends. Only for this week. -.-
The rest of the month I have my off day on Saturday and a random weekday.

Changed my badminton grip. (finally~)
The grip is super~ lousy.
Regretted buying it.
The Queenway one is so much better.

I don't know whether my supervisor doesn't like Joel talking to me or trying to save me from Joel.
But I am really thankful at the way she plans my schedule.
Whenever I have off day, Joel will have to work. Vice visa. ^^
Will not be seeing him very often now. Phew~

They FINALLY replace the spoilt Christmas CD!
This just shows that the "upper person on top" did read the remarks I sent to her through email.
I am thankful. ^^

Today is my day off again.
Super random.
Off one day, work one day, then off again.
Going to watch Breaking Dawn with Shimei later. (Waited so long for somebody)

That's all.

Nights!

5.12.2011

2011-12-05T03:44:00.000+08:00

I can't sleep.. D;
Slept one hour just now before I was woken up by Shimei. =.=
Tomorrow still got a long day of work. Sian max..
Have been working for 3 days already.
It was a total hell there.
Almost everyday I would get scolded.
Super sickening. x.x

I hearts Singaporean that lives near the west side of Singapore & most of the Caucasians that I came across while working.
They are like 100% better than the rest that I have to deal with.
If there is anything that I could do to just change outlet with Liye, I will do it.
It's is so much better to be bored than to face so many customers (sometimes with attitudes) a day.
Plus BPP is closer than Great World City.
Less Customers, less travelling time, less money spend on food.
Even the toilets are better than the ones at my working area.

Hopefully I will be able to survive a month at RSH.
By then, maybe I would find another job that is more interesting and higher pay?
Wouldn't consider working in shops that sells so many sports equipment anymore.
Even though the pay sounds reasonable, the job is too tiring and dangerous. (depending you are from which outlet)
The only few things that I like about my job is the staff discount.
All staff have a discount of 25% for all items.
However, the list I hate about my job is like freaking long.
I seriously hate climbing a ladder just to get one pathetic shoes box just to have the customer walk out of the shop after I spent so much time digging it out.

Oh, another thing that I hate the most currently is the Christmas CD.
The CD is spoilt.
The entire day it just keep repeating itself over and over again.
Flower-ing irritating and annoying. -.-
I know that the god was born on Christmas Day okay?
Don't need to repeat it from morning 10.30am to night time 10pm.-.-
Spoil my mood to work diligently.
How I wish my outlet can play Kpop songs like BPP outlet.
But too bad, my area is a tourism area, must keep up the image of a high class sports shop.

When you are with high class people, most of them have the high crush attitude, so in conclusion, they are not really the kind of customers that you will be willing to serve, especially for the whole tiring day.

Just pray hard that I won't be late for work for later.
I want my $50!
Afterall, they have been giving my weekends off. -.-
Told them a thousand times that I want to work on weekends due to the higher pay of $1 per hour but they keep giving me the dumb company rule excuses. -.-
I would rather weekdays off than having weekends.
For the same amount of time, I will be receiving a less pay of maybe $10 a day.
Totally not worth it.

Even though I really want to hang out with friends and play badminton during my day off, it seems kind of impossible for me now.
I have only been working for 3 days, but my entire legs hurt even the base of my foot.
Have been standing for more than 10 hours straight for 2 days of work.
My feet are going to die at this rate.

Once I receive my pay next month, I am so going to find another job.
Or perhaps, I will request to change to another outlet.

That's all.
Really need to recharge my energy bar in order to survive the hell tomorrow.

Nights!

24.11.2011

2011-11-24T23:08:00.000+08:00

Long time didn't blog already.
'O' Level, Class Chalet, Prom Night and Red Camp had ended plus I have finally got myself a temporary job.
Changing new blog because I lost my hotmail account.

So tada! Here's the new blog.

I wanna go out and have fun, take lots of photos and enjoy myself, but I don't seems to have lots of fun these days though.
Feeling super tired after Class Chalet and Prom Night.
So today, instead of going for Day 3 of Red Camp, I went to sign my job contract then stay home and sleep.
Now I have RECHARGED! (:

It's time to play like crazy!